Still In Love Song

+ Aired on 3/23/2004

+ Live-acoustic performance at Tower Records, Sherman Oaks, CA May 3, 2004


(I think this is gonna be my number one song forever.)

we were lovers
we were kissers
we were holders of hands
we were make believers
just loosing time

and you said you'd rather live in tv land
than say that you care
but you don't
that's heartless and i will not cry

but i'm still in love
and i'm still in love

your dreams of acting on screen
what do they mean
you'll be dancing senseless in your bedroom

and you find yourself out of a job
and before too long
you'll be selling lemonade to the overpaid

and i'm still in love...

oooh

i remember
it was summer
i was out of my head
but you weren't your self assured
waste of space

but i'm still in love
and i'm still in love...

Farewell, my love.

''YSL creative director, Stefano Pilati, continued the digital show trend, but preceded his Spring 2010 menswear showing with a brief, amateur narrative, starring director Samuel Benchetrit's 11-year-old son, Jules.'' (via)

The letter read in the video:
Johnny,

I'm writing to say
I can't come to Paris
As always,
I missed you so much I cired.
I am alone and as my love has grown
so as my solitude.
Far away,
I remember your touch
the feel of your kisses
Yet no words of love echo in my mind
Only silence
Do you know
you've never said you love me?
You must think that's silly
I thought I could teach you.
Teach you to love.
I can't love for the both of us.
Farewell, my love.

Melinda

my day so far in no particular order

Thieves-Like-Us-Really-Like-To-See-You-Again cd cover


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above three: flickr.clair_voyant

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zuza krajewska&bartek wieczorek

I love feeling beat, I'll kiss the lipstick on your teeth.

The song the lyrics the drums the bass the guitars the Stills all rock!!!




The Stills-[Of Montreal](Live)

The falling free on, it's turning me on
It drips on the street, the sun cries from the heat
I love feeling beat, I'll kiss the lipstick on your teeth

Friends getting old, we all dig for gold
The crumbs and pieces, the dead mess in the sink
Turning me on, Turning me on

The night's so happy, the base drum heavy
The photo glossy, the people pretty
Turning me on...

Anna...Karina

我們可以跟新褲子在一起

對這首歌的心得，用最近學的新話說：
你們可真逗。XDD


新褲子-[我們可以在一起]

我想你 因為很愛你
睡覺前也要抱著你
我想你 但是不敢說
想你想到變態了(這句了不起)
　　　　
我要和你在一起
原來的朋友都忘記
你說我們不會在一起
我們不能太接近
　　　　
我會為你和她分手
我要和你在一起
我都不敢抱你在懷裡　　　　

我會為你和她分手
我要和你在一起
我都不敢看你的眼睛

hug turn sky

ph: hadley hudson (via)

my day so far in no particular order

source: haw-lin.com

be young and shut up+naked

baby balloon blue

ph: Yumiko Kinoshita

pasted underside face

It is myself I have never met whose face is pasted on the underside of my mind. - Sarah Kane

- Shakespeare

So quick bright things come to confusion. (via)

darling darling darling!

ph:Andrea Gandini

gavin

Neil Gavin

Low-[Breaker]

Our bodies break
And the blood just spills and spills

regia mag

source: regia mag

animals

sources:
flickr lindsayandyou

Happy Endless cd cover

bologna1i love italy by casia bromberg
manic rabbit by Therese Kellner
ph: olivia jeczmyk
flickr ponyride
ph: rinko kawauch
flickr.clair_voyant
www.ohdear.cc
the blacks cd cover

Beautiful Savior

Maximilian Hecker-[Help Me]


Beautiful video!


You're leaving me a thousand times
But you don't know
You're healing me with your touch
But you don't know


You don't know


Help Me

click and watch moto boy sings your lover back.

your mistake was giving me your heart to break and still I miss you so
(.)

RJ

ph: RJ Shaughnessy

The world is turning, but I hope it doesn't turn away.

+Download: Thom Yorke covered Neil Young- [On The Beach]

On The Beach
The world is turnin', I hope it don't turn away,
The world is turnin', I hope it don't turn away.
All my pictures are fallin' from the wall where I placed them yesterday.
The world is turnin', I hope it don't turn away.

+Download: Thom Yorke covered Neil Young- [On The Beach]

I need a crowd of people, but I can't face them day to day,
I need a crowd of people, but I can't face them day to day.
Though my problems are meaningless, that don't make them go away.
I need a crowd of people, but I can't face them day to day.

+Download: Thom Yorke covered Neil Young- [On The Beach]

I went to the radio interview, but I ended up alone at the microphone,
I went to the radio interview, but I ended up alone at the microphone.
Now I'm livin' out here on the beach, but those seagulls are still out of reach.
I went to the radio interview, but I ended up alone at the microphone.

+Download: Thom Yorke covered Neil Young- [On The Beach]

Get out of town, think I'll get out of town,
Get out of town, think I'll get out of town.
I head for the sticks with my bus and friends,
I follow the road, though I don't know where it ends.
Get out of town, get out of town, think I'll get out of town.
'Cause the world is turnin', I don't want to see it turn away.

x
Just can't get enought of Radiohead.

+Download: Thom Yorke covered Neil Young- [On The Beach]

她和他和李國南司機

他和她鬧的有點不愉快，他家的狗死了所以他的表情一直很欠打，她跟他說走快一點也是種運動，他回她說走快一點他死去的狗就能回來嗎？她覺得被打敗了。她和他吃完飯買完東西後站在路邊。他和她要坐計程車回各自的家。她站在重慶南路和忠孝西路的交叉點招手，司機都像瞎了眼一樣沒有一台車子要載她。她問他為什麼你不用招，他回答她因為他不知道她喜歡哪一台。她不高興地說天這麼黑她看不出每一台有什麼不一樣。他不高興地往馬路更靠近招手。她也不高興地過了馬路，他跟上。他招手。有車子要載她了。

她有要緩和氣氛的意思所以她的手勾住他的手。他其實沒有要跟她生氣因為他如往常一樣坐在後座的中間才能跟她肩並肩靠近一點。她又耐不住她的壞脾氣發了牢騷。同時她覺得他發胖的很討人厭。她喝了一口梅子蕃茄汁又產生了想要離開他的念頭。過了不久他伸手攻擊她的腰。她覺得很癢所以制止他。他覺得惡作劇報仇很好玩所以不想停下來。她覺得司機在看很丟臉所以一直忍住不笑太大聲。他聽到她說不要鬧了李國南司機都想笑了還是沒有要停下來的意思。她後來決定要改採攻擊者姿態所以他深感威脅。他其實比她還怕癢。後座鬧成一團喝玩的梅子蕃茄罐子也掉了，她好像有尖叫，他一臉說著怎樣看你下次還敢不敢亂生氣。後來連李國南司機的笑了。她想李國南司機一定憋了很久。說不定心裡還想生眼睛沒有看過這種的。不過也有可能想年輕人真好真有活力。

她看到司機笑了所以就跟司機說司機快點把他載到警察局。李國南司機邊笑邊說沒有發生命案前都沒關係。他聽到她竟然跟司機對話起來也笑了。搔癢的報仇一直到她說好啦好啦對不起啦才告一段落。她的家先到了，她下車前又跟司機說了一次麻煩把他載到警察局，她和他和司機都笑了。

我打了這麼久，新注音還是沒有聰明地分出什麼時候該用他和她。

無關的附錄：有一次司機問她過橋後要在哪停，她覺得這司機很無聊因為到了她自然會通知他，所以她跟司機說要過十八個紅綠燈。說完後他笑了。十八個紅綠燈是她胡亂估計的。誰會去數。

Breathless Sachs

A shot of the cover of Maurice Sachs's novel Abracadabra (1952) momentarily occupies the entire screen during a crucial episode of Breathless, a classic film by Jean-Luc Godard.

兩本書

安東尼奧尼猜想
安東尼奧尼說︰「一部影片可能就是由我們內心的混亂中產生的，難處就在於︰把一切整理出秩序。」

傑夫代特先生
一個骨子裡充滿了現實主義的商人，他結交商人朋友、買大房子、娶帕夏的女兒，卻不敢有一絲偏離現狀的想法。

一個在富裕家庭中成長的青年，他不願庸庸碌碌、渴望夢想，卻找不到方向、脫離實際，最終淹沒在現實主義的洪流中。

一個用理想謀生的畫家，他在藝術的道路上遂願而行，卻還要面對冗雜生活的紛擾，在現實中迷惘、猶疑。

video of the day

Berry-[Demain]

Tenir, tenir, tenir debout et demain.

video by yoann lemoine (via mike)

+ Also check this: Berry-[Mademoiselle]

I am what I am.

A Hora da Estrela Hour of the Star (Suzana Amaral, 1985)

Amanda!

Amanda Norgaard by Massimo Pamparana..

simone white

Why is your raincoat always crying?

=v=

The girl in the pictures is Aoi Yu.

Any idea who's the photographer?

Salted Egg

source: flickr smallg

+Previously: Over

some black&white vintage beauties

source: flickr clair_voyant

POLISH LOVE

ph: Artur Wesolowski

稱號產生器

我是：
luyi是笑點很低的暗黑佛跳牆
ally是超神聖旋轉花花愛心Lovely

→稱號產生器

sweetenman你是：甜蜜法力無邊海咪咪
fuse你是：六神合體御前一品帶刀我愛你
阿圓你是：據說是阿不拉小象幫幫
倫晞你是：沒沒無聞魔鬼女巫
eva你是：自以為小貓鬼東西
mike你是：究極絞肉香爐
nic你是：甜蜜閃光王


哈哈哈

i love the last head shot

ph: Claudia Grassl

a-i-r-y

ph: Fujii Tamotsu

i heart margaret durow

ph: margaret durow

to V

"to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse, or heal

to be fed, helped, nursed, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed, or healed

to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal

to be forgiven

to be loved

to be free"

— Sarah Kane

The Struggle For Utopia

ProjectKOMAKINO- [Nebula]


Download: ProjectKOMAKINO- The Struggle For Utopia(2009)

Rock, Post-punk, New Wave, Experimental, Good!

Born out of the dark thoughts of a world that could have been… PROJECT:KOMAKINO began as the solo music project of Kris Kane in March 2007. The project follows a simple manifesto, purely; "To Konstrukt"
"The EP is going to be an important piece of music documentation, for the past, the present and ultimately the future." (via)

My picks:
02 - penumbra 1
04 - e x o d u s
05 - nebula
07 - walking on glass

Heads Will Ache

a head that aches doesn't have to stay that way.
just let some things go.
i know there's pain in leaving things all too well.
a heart that craves doesn't have to stay that way.
just let some things go.
in time,
you'll find needing things only kills you slowly.
if you're not sure who you are, you're not alone.
if you're not sure what you want, you're not alone.
if you're not sure in life of love, you're not alone.
just let these things go.

tell your friends hey.
come on over and we'll talk.
you bring the drinks, i'll bring the bad news.
everyone feels like you.
tell your dad to come on over and we'll talk.
you bring your drink. i'll bring the fuck yous.
young man, you're not alone.
tell your girlfriend you need her to be there at bedtime
'cause you can't sleep with your mind on all these things.


+Download: Owen- [Heads Will Ache]

+Download: Owen- The Seaside EP (2009)

Theo

Theo Angell- [Tenebrae]

"My old landlord was a cantor and he had an entire apartment floor filled with live roosters." (more)

I know Sarah Kane better now than five years ago.

ph: Andrea Gandini

"don't say no to me you can't say no to me because it's such a relief to have love again and to lie in bed and be held and touched and kissed and adored and your heart will leap when you hear my voice and see my smile and feel my breath on your neck and your heart will race when I want to see you and I will lie to you from day one and use you and screw you and break your heart because you broke mine first and you will love me more each day until the weight is unbearable and your life is mine and you'll die alone because I will take what I want then walk away and owe you nothing it's always there it's always been there and you cannot deny the life you feel fuck that life fuck that life fuck that life I have lost you now."
— Sarah Kane (Crave)

glow that fought the darkness back

I reall think your talk had a glow that fought the darkness back like what Johm Holmes interpreted.

ph: Fernando Manchado

california waiting

While you're tryin' to save me
Can't I get back my lonely life

video of the day

LES FILLES AIMENT LA JAGUAR from adeline mai on Vimeo.

The Last High Remix*

The Dandy Warhols-The Dandy Warhols Are Sound (2009)

serenity

ph: Jens Reinert

maxim me

ph: maxime ballesteros

OVER

ph: Stephen Shore

+ Previously: Most Yummy Egg Yolk

ABOUT:[ ]

ph: Harry Mitchell

can you hear me?

ph: michael otero

field trip

ph: anmassende jugend

summertime

ph: anmassende-jugend

flickr kickoranges


flickr marieedwards

Don't You Ever Forget

slowly but surely

ph: Shanna Fisher

the lonely rocker searching for his paradise lost

ph: michael oats

kafka's life

The meaning of life is that it ends. -Franz Kafka

I really don't know why some photos are upside down.

ph: Cuauhtemoc Suarez

night fever

ph: Camilla Akrans

Cat Shannon!

Andy Warhol's Polaroids

ph: Andy Warhol
Sets of assorted objects that were taken between 1977 and 1983.

smoking beauty

lewonderland.blogspot.com

cigz.tumblr.com

model carolyn winberg

film still: the dreamers

aprelka on deviantART

Most Yummy Egg Yolk

flickr halslimskin

+Previously: United Egg Yolks

valentine in love

ph: Chris Craymer

being in love

ph: Chris Craymer (via)

Redo: I'll Fight

ph: Sam Hessamian

Replay: I'll Fight

Download: Wilco- [I'll Fight]

You'll sing to yourself
The rising-falling melody
That you could never read
(...)

in between

ph: agnes karin thor

LK

-

ph: Laurent Karivl

United Egg Yolks

ph: Andrea Gandini

+ Previously: Egg Yolk & Lisa

some covers

irina

ph: james mahon

French Lessons

How to speak French (via)

Operahouse-[Hiding Out]

My god I'm done
Seems just about everyone
Disappear before my eyes
In old-fashioned disguise
Now I don't know why
We can't last forever

shimmering poolside

ph: Jeff Burton

I'll wait to wake up in your arms.

Evaporar

Little Joy-[Evaporar]
(I love that chosen picture!)

we've got as much time as we give it
whatever happens
whatever it takes

only now I realize that what I got from the time I lost
was learning how to give

and I still chase that time
I was able not to run from it
[I was able to] Find myself

(source)

虛無

「人類有兩種虛無，一種是追求不到的虛無，另一種則是獲得一切後的虛無。」-歌德

VIRGIN CANVAS

ph: Sven Bänziger

nicholas and josh

Nicholas Caradoc Hoult (born December 7, 1989)

Josh Beech in latest Mixte Homme by Jacob Sutton

STELLA

http://jamesmahonphoto.blogspot.com/

thanks for dropping me a line, James.

scarlett barry

http://www.flickr.com/photos/pitta_patta/

Maglia Spilla

up: Maglia K Karl Lagerfeld P/E 2009

down: Spilla Dior Homme P/E 2009

source: THE/END.blog

COSA SONO LE NUVOLE

ph: Emilio Tini

+ More 'COSA SONO LE NUVOLE' Project 2009/2010

Stella McCartney

Anya Kazakova for Muse S/S 09.

ph: Blaise Reutersward

Matt Sundin

ph: Matt Sundin (via)

3 words that describe you

I'm very nostalgic, punctual, and tall.

tonight is the vaguest idea

gloria-aniela.deviantart.com

Egg Yolk & Lisa

ph: Simon Berg

to the heart

ph: anna wolf

Because I'm unhappy. That's why I'm unhappy.

Thom York's Signature Is Yummy Good!

via fuck yeah thom yorke

+ Who's that lucky girl?

Just act.

alex and zane

ph: Lucy Carr-Ellison

+Learn more about Alex and Zana

Such a cool photographer. I found him cuz he LINKED my blog! Way cool.

naked turned around

ph: Stephen Shore

flickr hightrees

ph: RJ Shaughnessy


ph: erika svensson


She's Miho Kanno

Ryan Driver saved my day again.

I don't know why but today is perfect perfect perfect to listen to Ryan Driver.

Listen to the whole album here.
http://songtaste.com/singer/170341/

My favs from the album 'Feeler of Pure Joy'-
1. No one can say too well
2. Oh the world between us
3. The thousand feathers of my love
4. Why the road


More about Ryan Driver:

"Debut solo album from The Silt frontman Ryan Driver. Ryan Driver is this unstoppable, quietly torrential flow of music, that has been coming out of Toronto, Ontario for a number of years now. He's been a key member of a number of the most interesting ensembles in the city, including Deep Dark United, The Reveries, The Silt (FIRECD127), the Guayaveras, The Fake New Age Music Band, he's worked with Sandro Perri as the duo Double Suicide and Jennifer Castle in Castlemusic, and he has his own mutant jazz standards group, The Ryan Driver Quartet.

He plays guitar and sings, but he's also an accomplished improviser, and he can break your heart improvising on a twangy ruler or blowing onto the surface of a rubber balloon. Despite this, you have to listen carefully to hear Ryan, not because he's difficult to hear, but because he's not about to show himself off. He's there if you want to hear him. And now, this is his first solo record, which features some songs he's been singing for a while. The songs here are mostly folk/country ballads from an imaginary country: they sound like JJ Cale, Joao Gilberto, John Martyn, soft but powerful and precise. But there's also live favorite "Spinning Towers" which is given an anthemic rock treatment, and "Why the Road?" which slowly shifts from folksong to hazy "Rock Bottom" period Robert Wyatt mysticism. Toronto's alt.folk queen Jennifer Castle duets with Ryan on the opening "You Are Beside Me". Various members of the Rat-Drifting group, including Eric Chenaux and Martin Arnold drop in to play some guitar too.

Ryan always sounds like he has come a long way to sing you a song. His voice contains vast North American distances, long cold winters, the endless ugly monotony of the country, which can be broken and dissipated only by beer, love and music. He is always arriving too late or too early, and what he sings about is always to be found somewhere else, somewhere where he's not. Even when he sings jazz standards, the music isn't nostalgic or pessimistic, in fact you can't tell whether he's talking about the past or the future. Soft, sad, determined … the fact that he's here now, singing these songs is, for those that need such things, a sign of great hope. And that's why this really is a 'Feeler of Pure Joy'. (source)''


x

little asia

ASIA ZAHM and her father, a hot sunday in Paris. Drawing Stephanie Daoud


Back in Paris with Asia, Paris. Photo Olivier Zahm

Sondre Lerche - Everyone's Rooting For You

Don't be ridiculous sweet darlin.
It's so unlike you to be blue.

飲冰室茶集上的以詩歌和春光佐茶‧飲料罐上印詩，台灣真是很有文化的國家

[假期來臨前]‧鴻鴻

當我想念你時
去信箱尋找
才發現你已不在了
卻多出一些陌生的糖果紙

另一盆花
在我不注意時已經盛放
像你留給我的記憶那麼香

假期來臨前
我打開門窗
把昨天的夢全倒出來
(塞在凹縫的就算了)
空出位子
好接納一片海洋


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[假期來臨前]‧鴻鴻

當我想念你時
去信箱尋找
才發現你已不在了
卻多出一些陌生的糖果紙

另一盆花
在我不注意時已經盛放
像你留給我的記憶那麼香

假期來臨前
我打開門窗
把昨天的夢全倒出來
(塞在凹縫的就算了)
空出位子
好接納一片海洋


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[沒有所謂的假期]‧Ally Ferdinand

覺得沒有
從來沒有所謂的假期
所謂的
假期
指的是
漂亮的幻覺
以為人生有無限的可能
以為
昨天的和今天的和明天的
可以混為一談
幟熱和冷卻相濡以沫
以為界限是徒手畫出來的

.

Casey Affleck and Matt Damon driving into the desert.

"Spiegel im Spiegel"
By Arvo Part

Movie: Gerry (2002)
Director: Gus Van Sant
Written by: Casey Affleck & Matt Damon

corollary

corollary.deviantart.com

snow/light flakes

ph: gustav almestål

相愛的測度論

being told:

let Z=love be a r.v. with EZ=1
we have
dQ/dP=Z
Q is absolutely continuous r.s.t P
P means ur real measure
Q means my meausre

from dQ/dP=Z
如果愛是等價的
你在真實世界測度裡的愛
會跟我在我世界裡測度下的愛
是相等的


測度論
結論是
我們相愛

如果dQ/dP=Z存在的話
我們是相愛的
恆成立

P( A)=>Q( A)=0 for any A belong to F( filtration)
then dQ/dP=Z exists

因為你的P( A)=0一定要成立

A belong to F, F is a sigama field, F belong to omaga,
omaga is a non empty set

A必定要存在
不可以是空的
令它為某些吸引人的因素

notes:
1. 講些你聽不懂的話，加分。
2. 說你是吸引人的因素，加分。
3. 說到'恆'的概念，加分。
4. 把你的因素歸為變數只是一種舌燦蓮花，扣分。
5. 達人就是達人，扣分。
6. 模糊焦點，扣分。

What do you think it would feel like to be someone else?

film still: Atonement

Friday I'm in Love

ph: Colin Dodgson

Me And You

ph: kalina pulit (via)


ph: RJ Shaughnessy


ph: hugh lippe



flickr m_qat

You And I

ph: Ryan Aylsworth

Marc Jacobs and Anna Sui

wait for me

Sean Lennon-[Wait For Me]

Please don't ask me why
True as a sky
everyone is born to die
So take your time
but don't take mine
lose yourself but don't lose your mind

somewhere out there in between
the moon and the sea
I'll be waiting for you, my dear,
so wait for me

You can't regret what you forget
if only you could forget it
but it takes time and plenty of wine
the weight of the world there in your eyes
nothing could ever come to you unless you try, try, try,
you find yourself in trouble
if you cannot tell a lie
its easy as pie

somewhere out there inbetween
the moon and the sea
I'll be waiting for you, my dear,
just wait and see

somewhere out there inbetween
the moon and the sea
I'll be waiting for you, my dear,
so wait for me

+ Album version is better but the fat lady fan in the video sucks...

dialogue

A: I'm going to delete skater boy's phone number.
B: Does he grow long hair?
A: Things will be better without him.
B: I remember he doesn't speak Cantonese but sings Cantonese songs very well.
A: In a Delmore-Schawartz's-gazing way.
B: That's beautiful.
A: He can't write poems anyway.
B: That's far more beautiful.
A: You never know what you really mean.
B: Maybe the most beautiful thing never exists.

(I found someone google this. The thing is this is a piece of writing of mine. I made this dialogue up.)

a drop of color

source:haw-lin.com

(Interview Haru)+(那結論是我自己編的)+(開始接受訪問或被訪問)

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
Hi 今天心情好嗎

Haru 說:
很好阿

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你現在身上穿什麼衣服

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
有什麼值得開心的事嗎？目前為止

Haru 說:
AA 的無印t-shirt

Haru 說:
值得開心的事? 跟你做interview阿

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你對夾腳拖鞋有什麼特殊的情懷嗎

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你覺不覺得大姆哥會夾的很不舒服啊

Haru 說:
沒有 純粹懶人穿的東西

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
哈 這問題很白癡

Haru 說:
會 以前會

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
習慣就好？

Haru 說:
可是習慣就好了

Haru 說:
恩恩

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你會怎麼看待一個虛榮的人

Haru 說:
呵呵

Haru 說:
就是個虛榮阿

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
就像胖子就是胖子

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
政客就是政客？

Haru 說:
不需要特別怎麼看待

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
毫無個人喜好的看待？

Haru 說:
是的

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你問我一個問題吧

Haru 說:
恩...我只對我有興趣的人事物有特別的看待

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
這個回答比較令人接受

Haru 說:
你如果是男生 你會怎麼看待女生?

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
大哉問

Haru 說:
哈哈

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
我會覺得當女生很幸福

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
可以每天穿的漂漂亮亮

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
想要寶寶也可以自己想辦法生一個

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
可以從身體長出生命

Haru 說:
恩恩 是阿

Haru 說:
那如果你是男生妳會身為男生有甚麼看法?

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
只能問一個問題喔！

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
因為是我訪問你

Haru 說:
好吧

Haru 說:
哈哈

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你覺得人生最大的困境是什麼

Haru 說:
競爭

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
這兩個字很迷人

Haru 說:
與別人的競爭 我想這真的讓很多人感到挫敗

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
是啊

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
而且是被迫競爭呢

Haru 說:
那更糟

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
其實我們被生下來就一直是被迫競爭

Haru 說:
有時候我覺得我們都是被迫競爭的

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
感覺也沒有選擇

Haru 說:
對阿

Haru 說:
+1

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你會希望未來的你是什麼樣的人

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
一句話

Haru 說:
一個能掌握自己命運的人

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
有什麼是你絕對不相信的嗎

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
就是你的價值觀裡 沒有這種事會發生

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
我先問

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
柏拉圖式的愛？

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
與人共享的愛？

Haru 說:
有可能

Haru 說:
有可能

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
永恆？

Haru 說:
有可能

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
天堂與地獄？

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
移民火星？

Haru 說:
有可能

Haru 說:
我覺得都有可能耶

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
你是一個充滿著可能的人

Haru 說:
我覺得首先

Haru 說:
不能否定事情的可能性

Haru 說:
不然就失去了會發生的機會

Haru 說:
或者發生了才發現在自己的淺見

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
是啊

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
不過我說的比較是像

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
信念這種東西

jdegecko@hotmail.com 說:
請你做一個結論吧關於今天

Haru 說:
你今天很美

。

2X3

film still: A Hora da Estrela Hour of the Star (Suzana Amaral, 1985)



film still: Tangerine

film still: Zeta One [Michael Cort 1969]

MORNING

Morning
by Frank Ohara (via)

I've got to tell you
how I love you always
I think of it on grey
mornings with death

in my mouth the tea
is never hot enough
then and the cigarette
dry the maroon robe

chills me I need you
and look out the window
at the noiseless snow

At night on the dock
the buses glow like
clouds and I am lonely
thinking of flutes

I miss you always
when I go to the beach
the sand is wet with
tears that seem mine

although I never weep
and hold you in my
heart with a very real
humor that you'd be proud of

the parking lot is
crowded and I stand
rattling my keys the car
is empty as a bicycle

what are you doing now
where did you eat your
lunch and were there
lots of anchovies it

is difficult to think
of you without me in
the sentence you depress
me when you are alone


Last night the stars
were numerous and today
snow is their calling
card I'll not be cordial

there is nothing that
distracts me music is
only a crossword puzzle
do you know how it is

when you are the only
passenger if there is a
place further from me
I beg you do not go

dream on

ph: Lisa Kereszi

One Hundred Years of Solitude

1.
"Tell me something, old friend: why are you fighting?"
"What other reason could there be?" Colonel Gerineldo Marquez answered. "For the great Liberal party."
"You're lucky because you know why," he answered.
"As far as I'm concerned, I've come to realize only just now that I'm fighting because of pride."
"That's bad," Colonel Gerineldo Marquez said.
Colonel Aureliano Buendia was amused at his alarm.
"Naturally," he said.
"But in any case, it's better than not knowing why you're fighting."
He looked him in the eyes and added with a smile:
"Or fighting, like you, for something that doesn't have any meaning for anyone.""

2.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close."

3.
He dug so deeply into her sentiments that in search of interest he found love, because by trying to make her love him he ended up falling in love with her. Petra Cotes, for her part, loved him more and more as she felt his love increasing, and that was how in the ripeness of autumn she began to believe once more in the youthful superstition that poverty was the servitude of love. Both looked back then on the wild revelry, the gaudy wealth, and the unbridled fornication as an annoyance and they lamented that it had cost them so much of their lives to find the paradise of shared solitude. Madly in love after so many years of sterile complicity, they enjoyed the miracle of living each other as much at the table as in bed, and they grew to be so happy that even when they were two worn-out people they kept on blooming like little children and playing together like dogs

4.
and both of them remained floating in an empty universe where the only everyday & eternal reality was love.

5.
He sank into the rocking chair, the same one in which Rebecca had sat during the early days of the house to give embroidery lessons, and in which Amaranta had played Chinese checkers with Colonel Gerineldo Marquez, and in which Amarana Ursula had sewn the tiny clothing for the child, and in that flash of lucidity he became aware that he was unable to bear in his soul the crushing weight of so much past.

+ Read 'One Hundred Years of Solitude' here if you haven't.

1-3-5-7

ph: Johan Sandberg

julien magre's family photos

ph: julien magre

Oleander Time

"How many people ask you to come share their life?"

black and white polaroids by Herbert Tobias

ph: Herbert Tobias

Monica Vitti

L'eclisse 1962 starring Monica Vitti

2X2

film still: Dance of the Vampires aka The Fearless Vampire Killers (1967~Polanski)

film still: Hannah Takes the Stairs (Joe Swanberg, 2007)

random blond musing

raquel z

Bella Howard

jessica stam at marc by marc fall09

Blondie

www.hoteldieux.com Nadine F.

Iselin by Steven Meisel

ph: Fredrik Skogkvist

bipolarbunny.tumblr

open小將-msn

LUYI 說:
open將

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
我是OPEN CHAN~快樂的一天~

LUYI 說:
你有聽過藍雨嗎

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
目前提供以下城市天氣概況
台北市、桃園、台中、彰化、雲林、嘉義、澎湖、馬祖、金門、南投、台南、高雄、高雄市、屏東、恆春、台東、新竹、花蓮、基隆、台北、宜蘭、苗栗
資料來源：中央氣象局 www.cwb.gov.tw/
請輸入　天氣　城市名稱

LUYI 說:
不是

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
喔喔~

LUYI 說:
是張學友的歌

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
呵呵~我知道他耶!!在香港好像還蠻紅的對吧?!

LUYI 說:
對

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
呵呵~果然沒錯

LUYI 說:
藍雨你有聽過嗎

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
目前提供以下城市天氣概況
台北市、桃園、台中、彰化、雲林、嘉義、澎湖、馬祖、金門、南投、台南、高雄、高雄市、屏東、恆春、台東、新竹、花蓮、基隆、台北、宜蘭、苗栗
資料來源：中央氣象局 www.cwb.gov.tw/
請輸入　天氣　城市名稱

LUYI 說:
笨蛋

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
嗚嗚..不要罵人嘛><

LUYI 說:對不起

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:不會啦

LUYI 說: 你早餐吃什麼

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
三明治配咖啡還不錯唷

LUYI 說:
小桃也吃這個嗎

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
可以到這找看看小桃唷
http://www.openopen.com.tw/

LUYI 說:好想睡覺喔

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
不要這樣子嘛><

LUYI 說:啊？

OPEN 小將 - 名偵探募集中 [ Part3 新登場! ] 說:
好希望我快點長大,可以早日聽懂你這句話的意思!


+ OPEN將的MSN：cvs711@msn.com

粵語KTV

曾很喜歡　陰陰天　因我愛看雨點在微涼風中灑向妳輕吻妳面 (...)

總記得神情和語氣　無字暗語　你也心中有知 (...)

一追再追　只想追趕生命裡一分一秒


Bear唱廣東歌真的是...很好聽。

HOTEL DIEUX

ph: Nadine F (via)

.

Hotel Dieux is amazing. Talented people: Nadine F. and Anne I. take great photos and music. Listen to them.

papercranes

Listen to Rain Phoenix from Papercranes sing. Sky Is Down.

+Download: Papercranes - Lets Make Babies in the Woods (2009) (indierock, dreampop, Very Nice!)

NO WAIT

ph: Ben Rayner

JUST BEING WITH YOU LEAVES ME BREATHLESS

(L)

source

I remembered I fell asleep in the cinema because of my bad flu while watching Dogville. It was 2003, I guess. Things were young back then.

Dogville (Lars von Trier, 2003)

live alone

I wanna live alone
I could be happy on my own
Rest of my life
With the vaguest of feeling

my day so far in no particular order

Freja

ph: Keiichi Nitta


above two: Stephen Shore

snejana

ph: Skye Parrott



above three: jblyth.com/blog.html

ph: Kanako Sasaki

LASTNIGHTSPARTY

ph: Lina S.

Sandy.
Today is sandy.

Spent On Rainy Days

.........
I'll be anything...the cord of a parachute...I'll be anything...the blanket on top of you...I'll be anything...the window you are looking through...I'll be anything.... the cord of a parachute
...the cord of a parachute.

Today is lime tree.

I keep floating down the river but the ocean never comes
Since the operation I heard you're breathing just for one
Now everything is imaginary, especially what you love
You left another message said it's done
It's done

When I hear beautiful music it's always from another time
Old friends I never visit, I remember what they're like
Standing on a doorstep full of nervous butterflies
Waiting to be asked to come inside
Just come inside

But I keep going out
I can't sleep next to a stranger when I'm coming down
It's 8 a.m. my heart is beating too loud
Too loud
Don't be so amazing or I'll miss you too much
I felt something that I had never touched

Everything gets smaller now the further that I go
Towards the mouth and the reunion of the Known and the Unknown
Consider yourself lucky if you think of it as home
You can move mountains with your misery if you don't
If you don't

It comes to me in fragments, even those still split in two
Under the eaves of that old Lime Tree I stood examining the fruit
Some were ripe and some were rotten, I felt nauseous with the truth
There will never be a time more opportune

So I just won't be late
The window closes, shock rolls over in a tidal wave
And all the color drains out of the frame
So pleased with a daydream that now living is no good
I took off my shoes and walked into the woods
I felt lost and found with every step I took

Bright Eyes- [Lime Tree] (via)

if only you if only now if only strangers

Little Joy- [With Strangers]

I bet you're wondering how I knew
that this would come to an end
He stole your heart from you
so you tossed me out to the wind
I keep pretending not to care
Oh the winter scent in her hair
compels my hands to do
the things my heart wouldn't dare
I'll keep holding on to you
single years
perfecting lives with strangers
if only you
if only now

And in the twilight of the south
when fools are mistaken for men
this shadow suits me well
my regrets are faced in the end
I'll keep holding on to you
single years
perfecting lives with strangers
if only you
if only now
I'll keep holding on to you
single years
perfecting love with strangers
if only you
if only now

only if you stop thinking of falling

http://www.flickr.com/photos/afantasticrevue

I quote S.

Now that you're away I'm jerking off every day to your memory.

misc

+ A woman becomes enraged whenever she sees the colour yellow.

+I Dream of Dada is a project of Bedlam Theatre for the upcoming production, "Come to Dada: Hope and Despair Assembled." This dream blog is a forum where anyone can submit their dreams to be posted online, and see the show develop as they use this as the raw material to construct a play from, a new form of interactive playwriting.

+Hayden Christensen's mother is a speechwriter for the heads of large companies, and his father is a software program writer and communications executive. (You can tell how bored I am now for even providing this trivial piece of information.)

+Francoise Sagan died on my 20th birthday.

+Lebensraum n. (名詞 noun) 【德】生存空間

DIESEL

**

ph: Marcus Ohlsson

*

ph: paolo roversi

The One-hundred-year Cure

The Cure-[One hundred Years]
It doesn't matter if we all die
Ambition in the back of a black car
In a high building there is so much to do
Going home time
A story on the radio

Something small falls out of your mouth
And we laugh
A prayer for something better
A prayer
For something better

Please love me
Meet my mother
But the fear takes hold
Creeping up the stairs in the dark
Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow

Stroking your hair as the patriots are shot
Fighting for freedom on television
Sharing the world with slaughtered pigs
Have we got everything?
She struggles to get away . . .

The pain
And the creeping feeling
A little black haired girl
Waiting for Saturday
The death of her father pushing her
Pushing her white face into the mirror
Aching inside me
And turn me round
Just like the old days
Just like the old days
Just like the old days
Just like the old days

Caressing an old man
And painting a lifeless face
Just a piece of new meat in a clean room
The soldiers close in under a yellow moon
All shadows and deliverance
Under a black flag
A hundred years of blood
Crimson
The ribbon tightens round my throat
I open my mouth
And my head bursts open
A sound like a tiger thrashing in the water
Thrashing in the water
Over and over
We die one after the other
Over and over
We die one after the other
One after the other
One after the other
One after the other
One after the other

It feels like a hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
One hundred years

YOWUSUKE KUBOZUKA

窪塚洋介是在2004年6月初，在位於神奈川縣神須賀市9樓的住所墜樓，由於他先撞上1樓的防盜柵欄纔摔落地面，減低了撞擊力，幸運撿回一命。儘管警方從現場研判，窪塚應該是跳樓自殺未遂，但經紀公司澄清，窪塚是在陽臺拆除懸掛鯉魚旗的支架時，不慎墜樓。真正的原因至今沒有人知道。

但據一名精神科醫生分析，窪塚當日應該是以露臺作助跑，想在空中飛行。日本的娛樂媒體引述了一名骨科醫生的分析：「若一個人自殺，跳樓時會令其身體緊張，受傷的程度應比窪塚洋介現在的傷勢更嚴重。」同時，一名精神科醫生亦認為窪塚墜樓時，與自殺者跌下時撞頭的情況不同，所以他墜樓可以從「他為助跑而飛跳」方面推斷。

call me

後悔ないように、私も生きます。いつCallされてもいいように。

Levy Levy Levy